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Tortured Soul

from Underrated by J Duff

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Sunny days with the cloudy thoughts
Sun shine but the rain don't stop
This is not a happy song
Its a song for the ones who never got along
With they mom or they dad or they uncle
No one even understands what they going through
And there's only so much that I can do
But make you see the bright side of life I plan to
Spilled wine make the carpet look artful
Chilling when I find abrasions on her carpal
Inside shes awfully harmful
But outside heartfelt and her eyes sparkle
Pain in her smile got a crack in her laugh
Pertain to her child hood tortured by the past
Tryna save her from a hot red bath
Would you please understand that your better than that

She fakes a smile
Got a heart so cold
From the pain compiled
Got a tortured soul

On the outside everything's normal
Pretty in her dress on the way to the formal
Gorgeous but hates everything about
Herself got it buried down gotta let it out now
I can wipe away all of her tears
But I can't help her fight her fears
If I could then I would I promise
Whatever's in your past get beyond it
Cuz there's a whole new world just waiting for you
Treat life like its summer and today is June
24th and of course thats my birthday
Its a celebration yes I'm certain
Cuz this life is great girl don't be sad
Just smile for all the good times that we had
And I'm glad that your pains at the end
But so sad that I'll never see your face again

Everyday is a real life nightmare
Every night is fight in her nightwear
Superheros don't exist in this life
But the villains are alive inside every night
Every fight she had was a fight with her dad
Support from her mom is something she never had
So bad it hurts feels like a curse
She would pray for good but then got the worst
Gave up on god gave up on hope
Turned to drugs as a way to cope
Wrote a two page note she was ready to go
Snuck in the garage and grabbed a rope
Proceeded to tie it up around a post
Kicked out the chair and started to choke
In her hand she held a knife
A second thought then saved her life

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from Underrated, released June 7, 2015

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